NOTHING has ever felt RIGHT or OKAY since joey left

and this is FOREVER

no normal sleepy happening. so bored. feel ill. iller than before. i wish i could puke just so i'd have something to do and tire out. i wish people wouldn't text or call my phone when i'm trying to pass out in the black. sleepyroads ruin easy. i can be certain if someone was in my bed with me i wouldn't let them sleep either. screw it. i'm gonna play final fantasy ix at 2:15am