the things i would like to do today
are to put on a clean pair of socks (matching or unmatched)
and continue to drink

i don't feel this will be a very talkative day
or a time to listen

its a great thing to be drunk enough to finally cry
for all the supid things i have ever done
and want to be back doing them all again
except for one
maybe two
i'll decide when i'm sober

when i was childaged. primary school...

i had a problem learning how to spell people.

teachers would shout at me every time and make me spell it over and over and over until they just gave up.

pepple

peeple

peepal

a friend told me i was missing the o.

peepol

pepploe

one day i got it right. if i learnt anything from school it's how to spell people.

now i need to learn what those smudged dots and the winkyeye symbol are for.

bah hate reading stuff i dont know my point

I HAS PURPLE ARM CAST!!!

coolest kid in town

when i gets all drunk bad things happen. i nevre shake the toes hard enough. twould raise thr dead. yup. HEY 30 years to still feel THIS. over what? nonethig. wish brain dealt weith simples. wish this could be dumb like ""oh i miss getting laid sos i feel thr sad". wish my hand woild juist be fixed so i can do sytuff like type proper. tjhat my 3 wishsss. i miss stuff but it aint none of that reasoning. we all get that anid sigh but live on. i bet stability is overrated anys. is my hausraising to blame? this homemade whine goes straight to ny badside of head. can i watcjh you rip me apart and grin through it? ask yrseklf, when i;m dead and cutopen will there be nothing but images of you? i cant answer that. srgpjionkponiporgsnippjiopjiipjhpjjip9srhpin

KB

she cries and thank fuck it plays no sound. not looking forward to that. total GUUHG

red throat. stop smoking?

paranoia. too much listening?

avoidence. the way shit goes?

always owing rent. budget. at least that one's simple.

stayed awake for 32 hours to get out of this sleep crap. was nice to wake up to a morning. then an hour nap turned into five. back awake all night.

i puke up my hands.