as i no longer seem to guzzle the whiskeys and spill my grumpbrain this blog may as well be about my sleep paralysis experiences. they're becoming far more frequent and i don't know the cause. they can happen going to sleep drunk/sober, early/late, stressed/relaxed. there's no trigger. they used to only happen if i fell asleep on my back. that doesn't matter anymore. i'll write what i remember. some will be long, some short. some from the past, if i can remember them clearly enough. some boring, some fucked. but i'm no mood to start writing now.