october 31st = me one year clean
to say sober would be a false claim
perhaps a year without boozing and smoking would be something more to be proud of.
the frusciante challenge: try a year without toxics. see if you feel better.
heh. 'a fall thru the ground' just got skipped "understand me" three times repeat.
SOMETHINGS are just coincidence.

thinking of death all the time
not always morbidly.
i want to go when things feel complete.
no overhang.
halloween would be a nice, fitting date to go.
how many years will it take to be ready?

remove all negativity.